| Location | Leeds W Yorkshire |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 18/09/2006 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/2006 |
| Visitors | 27,272 since 17/01/2008 |
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UPDATE PLEASE READ---
Sorry ive not been lighting candles and if i have missed your angels birthday or Angel day its just
my laptop had to go in for repair and i wasnt able to get onto site via my computer.Thank you to
everyone who has lit candles and left messages/poems etc it means a lot to me thank you.
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IF YOU HAVE A SPARE MOMENT PLEASE MAY YOU LIGHT A CANDLE FOR MY FRIENDS BROTHER ALLAN ROBINSON WHOS
PAGE IS LISTED IN MY GARDEN IT WUD MEAN A LOT TO HIS SISTER THANK YOU
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Jayden was born 18th september 2006 weighing 7 pounds.
Sids (sudden infant death ) took jayden from us on the 1st December 2006.. just 10weeks old later =(
Jayden has two big sisters and now a bay sister who is double of our gawjus baby boy.
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At sixs weeks of age he want for his six week check-up when the docter
thought she had found a heart mermer and he had not been gaining weight very Wel. Then two week
later we got a letter 4 him to go see a pedatitricion we took him the week after when she told us
they was no heart mumer. She gave Jayden a check up and thought with Jaydens symptons he may have
c.f and also wanted a stomach scan doing. We took jayden that day for a chest xray and blood
test.Jayden had always made a funny noise when he breated and some days struggled a little and not
gained much weight even though he would take full 8oz bottles. We then what home and a week later
got a letter for him to go have a sweat test which is to see if he had c.f this was for the 12th of
December then on the first of december he had been happy all day seemed to be better then ever
before. On the 1st December late evening Jayden was settling down he and was smiling away at me i
then what to lock door a two min job when i returned upstairs i moved jayden and noticed he was not
breathing started cpr while i was in a painc i ran for the phone and called an ambulance it seemed
to take ages even though it wasnt i was giving Jayden mouth to mouth and notting was happening not
a sign that it was working so then i ran to the lady nxt door for help as i counld not find keys i
opened window and jumped though. She came running and also tried mouth to mouth while i phoned my
parents they came and my mam ran to end of road were a paremedic lived he came stright round and
took over the cpr with all his equtiment he had in his reponse car. The paremadics then turned up
with a doctor they worked for a few mins on him in the house. I didnt know what to do i was still
screaming at them to get him to breath the next thing i know is we were in bk of ambulance on way to
lgi hospital were they rushed him into resus. A nurse then took us to a family room and stayed with
us and tryed to calm us down. After about a hr the doctor came in and knelt on the floor i could
tell by the way she looked at me with a tear in her eye that it was not good news she told me that
Jayden was not responding and they was notting more they cud do. I could not get my head round what
i was been told i rang my dad to tell him as they were still at house looking after my older
children my dad then got to hospital. We then had a vicor come in and ask if we wanted Jayden to be
blessed we agreed. Then because Jayden had died so suddenly and unexpected the police came out to
hospital were we were asked to go though what had happend we had to stay at hospital till cid had
removed what they need from are home. We got to leave hospital at 6am six hrs later. We went to stay
at relatives as i cudnt face going back to house. The coroner rang the next day to say a post mortum
would have to been done Jayden had is post mortum do on the tues at sheffiled childrens we had to
wait six days for the results they then rang bk the week after but they cud not find a reason for
his sudden death so they said it left the cause of death as Cot death / Sudden infant Death and that
they had taken blood and tissue to be tested but we wud have to wait a bit longer for them results
weeks past when we got a call saying they was notting showing on the blood test the small windpipe
tissue showed a small apnormalite but that wud not of caused his sudden death. We then had to wait
ten mth for the inquest when the coroner told us the only cause he cud give us was cot death /
sudden infant death as he showed all the hall marks of a coth death baby but that leaves me and all
his family with no answer as they do not know what causes cot death/sudden infant death. This is why
iam trying to raise as much money as i can for the F.S.I.D in hope that one day they can tell me why
he died. Also to Thank the F.S.I.D Conni care programe which has helped me so much when his little
sister were born they gave her an aponea alarm and they give us so much support by weighing her and
keeping a close eye on her.
Jayden has loads of family who miss him soo much.. and we love him to bits..
Rest In Peace Jayden
Missing you Baby Boy
Love All Your Family xxxxx
Thank you for everyones support it means a lot to us.
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12TH SEPTEMBER 2009
With Love. xXx
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ GOODNIGHT SWEET DREAMS Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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┊┊　　 ┊┊ ★☆ ★ And Have Sweet Dreams Until You Wake ♥
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★With Love Jo xXx♥
Dear Mommy
--Darlene Browning
Dear Mommy, I just wanted to let you know
that I made it home.
The journey wasn't an easy one,
but it didn't take too long.
Everything is so pretty here,
so white, so fresh and new.
I wish that you could close your eyes
and that you could see it too.
Please try not to be sad for me...
Try to understand.
God is taking care of me...
I'm in the shelter of His hands.
Here there is no sadness,
no sorrow, and no pain.
Here there is no crying,
and I'll never hurt again.
Here it is so peaceful
when all the angels sing,
I really have to go now-
I've just got to try my wings!
LOVE ALWAYS ALISON XXXXXX
A Very Early Happy 3rd Bday Beautifil Lil Man x
Hiya jayden, how are u doin 2day lil man, where is all this rain comin from, i bet u n ur friends luv it dont u :), its nearly ur bday, wow ur gonna be 3, i know im really early but im goin away n thurs n didnt wanna miss leavin u a msg, i will try n get u a gift but its playin up at the min, i bet ur so excited about the big party ur friends will be throwin 4 u :), make sure u keep an extra special eye on ur mummy, daddy n sisters, they all luv u very much, it will be such a hard day as they shud have u at home, ur such a special luved lil man, i will be thinkin of u n ur mummy, n ov course ur daddy n beautiful sisters, sendin all my luv alwayz xxx
Donna, will be thinkin of u nxt week hun, i hope jaydens bday passes as gentle as poss 4 u, i know theres no words i can say, every yr i think it cant possiby feel worse but it alwayz does, i wll msg u wen i get bck n u can fone me if u wanna chat xxx all my luv n thoughts alwayz xxx
With love xxx
Nature's Rainbows
We held them in our parent arms
for days or weeks or years.
Now we hold them in our hearts
and cry the darkest tears.
The cord attached to children,
eternally fine and strong,
we never leave the missing;
it holds us all lifelong.
Our children now inside us -
our souls tattooed with gold,
their love, their words, caresses,
are hugs that we still hold.
If we open to the knowledge,
that they aren't completely gone,
we will feel sometimes, their touching,
sometimes soft and sometimes strong.
When they show us nature's rainbows,
we can feel their proud delight,
sending signs to show they're living,
only far beyond our sight.
Unknown
To Lose A Child
To lose your child is the hardest loss to bare
No other loss on earth will compare,
Your hearts been broken, your soul ripped in two
This precious child was once a part of you,
You don’t know if you can carry on
Others tell you to be strong,
You struggle with each passing day
The pain in your heart never goes away,
Days and months come and go
The grief you feel begins to grow,
The ache and longing is always there
You sit alone, you sit and stare,
Nobody knows what to say to you
You need their help to see you through,
Friends start to drift away
They can’t listen to what you say,
You remind them of what life could be
If it happened to them instead of you or me,
Nobody understands your pain each day
Some look at you and just walk away,
They can’t bare to see you cry
You can’t stop or live a lie,
This is your life now and it’s for real
Your broken heart will never heal,
So if you know a mum who has lost her child
Please try to understand,
She does not need your sympathy
She needs you to hold her hand,
Special days come along
These are days she can’t be strong,
Birthdays, Christmas and Mothers day
Are the days she dreads in every way?
Then comes the day that hurts the most
The day her life changed for ever,
Please let her know the memory of her child
Will stay with you and leave you never.
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I am a friend who will be here for you until the very end x x x x
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MISS YOU MY SON
Miss you son with all my heart
The day we said goodbye i fell apart
Miss you son as you know
The time goes by very slow
Miss you son so very much
I miss your beautiful smile and your loving touch
Miss you son as you were my best friend
We done everything together right until the end
Miss you son like flowers need the rain
Please come back dear son and take away my pain
Miss you son like a lock needs a key
Miss you my darling son as you were everything to me
Miss you son like the beach needs sand
Miss you son i only wish i could hold your hand
Miss you son and there will be no other
Miss you son i will always be your mother.
copyright� Jackie Thomas 2009.
The Little Wave
The story is about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air – until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore. “My God, this terrible,” the wave says. “Look what's going to happen to me!”
Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him: “Why do you look so sad?” The first wave says: “You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn't it terrible?”
The second wave says: “No, you don't understand. You're not a wave; you're part of the ocean.”
Taken from the novel "Tuesdays With Morrie" by Mitch Albom.
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~ In My Mind (by Jenn Farrell) ~
Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there,
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair."
You say you were chosen for His garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet,
"God really needed me
That's why I couldn't stay."
It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above,
I've always had my angel
Whose heart was filled with love.
Wherever the ocean meets the sky,
There will be memories of you and I.
When I look up at that sky so blue,
All I see are visions of you.
"While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me."
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