| Location | Leeds W Yorkshire |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 18/09/2006 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/2006 |
| Visitors | 27,273 since 17/01/2008 |
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UPDATE PLEASE READ---
Sorry ive not been lighting candles and if i have missed your angels birthday or Angel day its just
my laptop had to go in for repair and i wasnt able to get onto site via my computer.Thank you to
everyone who has lit candles and left messages/poems etc it means a lot to me thank you.
24nov
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IF YOU HAVE A SPARE MOMENT PLEASE MAY YOU LIGHT A CANDLE FOR MY FRIENDS BROTHER ALLAN ROBINSON WHOS
PAGE IS LISTED IN MY GARDEN IT WUD MEAN A LOT TO HIS SISTER THANK YOU
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Jayden was born 18th september 2006 weighing 7 pounds.
Sids (sudden infant death ) took jayden from us on the 1st December 2006.. just 10weeks old later =(
Jayden has two big sisters and now a bay sister who is double of our gawjus baby boy.
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At sixs weeks of age he want for his six week check-up when the docter
thought she had found a heart mermer and he had not been gaining weight very Wel. Then two week
later we got a letter 4 him to go see a pedatitricion we took him the week after when she told us
they was no heart mumer. She gave Jayden a check up and thought with Jaydens symptons he may have
c.f and also wanted a stomach scan doing. We took jayden that day for a chest xray and blood
test.Jayden had always made a funny noise when he breated and some days struggled a little and not
gained much weight even though he would take full 8oz bottles. We then what home and a week later
got a letter for him to go have a sweat test which is to see if he had c.f this was for the 12th of
December then on the first of december he had been happy all day seemed to be better then ever
before. On the 1st December late evening Jayden was settling down he and was smiling away at me i
then what to lock door a two min job when i returned upstairs i moved jayden and noticed he was not
breathing started cpr while i was in a painc i ran for the phone and called an ambulance it seemed
to take ages even though it wasnt i was giving Jayden mouth to mouth and notting was happening not
a sign that it was working so then i ran to the lady nxt door for help as i counld not find keys i
opened window and jumped though. She came running and also tried mouth to mouth while i phoned my
parents they came and my mam ran to end of road were a paremedic lived he came stright round and
took over the cpr with all his equtiment he had in his reponse car. The paremadics then turned up
with a doctor they worked for a few mins on him in the house. I didnt know what to do i was still
screaming at them to get him to breath the next thing i know is we were in bk of ambulance on way to
lgi hospital were they rushed him into resus. A nurse then took us to a family room and stayed with
us and tryed to calm us down. After about a hr the doctor came in and knelt on the floor i could
tell by the way she looked at me with a tear in her eye that it was not good news she told me that
Jayden was not responding and they was notting more they cud do. I could not get my head round what
i was been told i rang my dad to tell him as they were still at house looking after my older
children my dad then got to hospital. We then had a vicor come in and ask if we wanted Jayden to be
blessed we agreed. Then because Jayden had died so suddenly and unexpected the police came out to
hospital were we were asked to go though what had happend we had to stay at hospital till cid had
removed what they need from are home. We got to leave hospital at 6am six hrs later. We went to stay
at relatives as i cudnt face going back to house. The coroner rang the next day to say a post mortum
would have to been done Jayden had is post mortum do on the tues at sheffiled childrens we had to
wait six days for the results they then rang bk the week after but they cud not find a reason for
his sudden death so they said it left the cause of death as Cot death / Sudden infant Death and that
they had taken blood and tissue to be tested but we wud have to wait a bit longer for them results
weeks past when we got a call saying they was notting showing on the blood test the small windpipe
tissue showed a small apnormalite but that wud not of caused his sudden death. We then had to wait
ten mth for the inquest when the coroner told us the only cause he cud give us was cot death /
sudden infant death as he showed all the hall marks of a coth death baby but that leaves me and all
his family with no answer as they do not know what causes cot death/sudden infant death. This is why
iam trying to raise as much money as i can for the F.S.I.D in hope that one day they can tell me why
he died. Also to Thank the F.S.I.D Conni care programe which has helped me so much when his little
sister were born they gave her an aponea alarm and they give us so much support by weighing her and
keeping a close eye on her.
Jayden has loads of family who miss him soo much.. and we love him to bits..
Rest In Peace Jayden
Missing you Baby Boy
Love All Your Family xxxxx
Thank you for everyones support it means a lot to us.
Live For Me
If I could, I would tell you that I love you
And that I chose to spend the time I had with you.
If I could, I would tell you that you are not to blame
For all was written in the stars, so long ago.
If I could I would tell you that I love you
And just how much our time together meant to me;
How I remember every kiss, and the loving arms that held me
And in my memory, I beg of you, please don't forget to live!
LIVE FOR ME! Don't take a moment for granted
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift.
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again - LOVE and LIVE for me!
If I could, I would tell you that I love you
And I remember every precious moment shared.
I would ask you to release any pain that still remains
And fill your heart with peace and love for you and me.
If I could, I would tell you that I love you
I would hold your hand and tell you that I am fine.
Cause here I play with the angels, and I even dance with God among the stars
And the love and light I feel is all I need!
LIVE FOR ME! Don't take a moment for granted
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift.
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again - LOVE and LIVE for me!!!
Forgive yourself and love yourself and
Love all those around you; in memory of me.
LIVE FOR ME! Your life is a gift of mine as much as it is yours
So please, please, LIVE and LOVE for Me!
Good Morning Beautiful angel xx
I just wanted to come on and say Im so sorry for not being there for you and your family, Ive been struggling recently and found it difficult to come on GTS
I always think of you and if I dont come on every day it doesnt mean I have forgotton you
I send all my love to you always xxxx ♥
A Mother’s Love
auther unknown
I didn’t have to look into your eyes
To fall in love with you.
I didn’t have to hear you cry
To know you loved me too.
I didn’t need to hold your hand
To cherish you always.
Within my womb we shared our hearts
You touched my soul
You sweetened my spirit
You gave me memories I’ll always
Hold very dear
Yes, my heart aches since
You departed so soon
But a mothers love does not
End with death
For you are my child
my love is forever yours.
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I send this to you today as this poem says it all
and i thank you for always looking in on my Baby Mark his Daddy and My Mum, Dad and my Brother,
love always sheila xxx
Love you loads
Hi babes its another day over.Hope you were around today to celebrate Amelias birthday she had a brilliant time and got spoilt.Coming to vist you tomorrow as Auntie Rita says your cards have been blowing all over so will take them home and pop them in your box.Well mummy needs to tidy so will have to go thinking of you always love you loads xxxxxx
I Shall Remember You
I shall remember you for as long
as there are fields of snow
And there are flowers in the ground
with strength to grow.
As long as there are stars above
and moonbeams on the sea,
And just as long as there are songs
of love and memory.
I shall remember you today
and dreams of you tonight,
And look for you tomorrow when
the sun begins to light.
Whatever season, month or year
this much will be the same,
The special sound of joy will be
the mention of your name.
I shall remember you for as long
as there are earth and sky.
And all eternity
may it take to say goodbye.
♥ღ♥ A Last Goodbye ♥ღ♥
Though happily each year began
I had to die whilst very young
It is so long since our last touch
And I miss your presence there so much
Of many things I needed to learn
So to this place God made me turn
Yet with so many things to do
I have taken this moment to speak to you
The life that was, was not to be mine
Yet within this world it has worked out fine
Where I am now I have found new friends
In a place called Heaven where the spirit ascends
Straight to this world few pass it by
And no one here can really die
Although this child you cannot see
I know you'd be so proud of me
I look forward to when I'll see you mum
So until it is your time to come
Enjoy your life
And please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye.
Steve Franklin Palmer
♥ ♥ HEAVEN ♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earth's murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers;
Children are Heaven's treasure.
♥ ♥
angel boy xx
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JUST DROPPED IN TO SAY
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AND TO GIVE YOU SOME
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(¯`S´¯)Nite nite,god bless.
Lots of love liz xx
nite nite xx
Goodnight Sweetheart xx♥***•♥***•♥***•♥***•♥***•♥***♥
........... (...(`.-``'**-.*)...)..........Just Peeking in
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.............\.........(..0..)......./..........Dreams
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.......\__))..........'#'......... ((__/....Love Always liz xxx
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xx jayden xx
♥ To Mum With Love ♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Look Mum, I’m a butterfly,
I’m the stars in the sky,
I cannot die.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Watch me, now I’m free,
Look and see.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Hey Mum,
I‘m the air that you breathe,
I’m the birds in the trees,
I’m the flowers and the seeds.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Look Mum
I’m deep in your heart,
We’re never apart,
…I’m all around.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Look Mum, I’m a butterfly,
I’m the stars in the sky,
I cannot die…
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
By Jacky Newcomb
hi little angel
FOR FRIDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
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FOR SATURDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
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FOR SUNDAY
Love Lives On
Those we love
Are never really lost to us –
We feel them
In so many special ways-
Through friends
They always cared about
And dreams they left behind,
In beauty that they added to our days...
In words of wisdom we still carry with us
And memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.
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FOR MONDAY
If Roses Grow in Heaven
If roses grow in Heaven Lord
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved ones arms
and tell them they're from me.
Tell them I love and miss them,
And when they turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
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FOR TUESDAY
Still With Us
Do not stand by my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am a diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there...I DID NOT DIE.
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